The Break-Up.. :(

I never knew it wound end this way. M talking abt my long relationship, a saga of sorts, which has now hit the "seven-year itch". Yeah you guys must be pretty shocked. That includes even those who knew abt it.

We met soon as I entered my teens. Bfor tht, u know, mom had me under strict control. But ever since hitting teenage, I started taking things into my hands. Mom got to know abt it soon enuf, and till date she still unsucessfully tried her best to get us apart.  Now I feel like "Mum was right, shouldve not get into this mess. Wish I had listened to her before."

It was like love at first sight!  We had a lot in common. We procrastinate, hate work, love to sleep around, like being served and pampered. It's like we were made for each other! 

I still dont remember the details of how we hooked up. Basically Grandma shifted to village, and I was left alone at home, which threw open the oppurtunity for us to meet regularly.

We tried keeping it a secret, but it kinda became obvious to everyone. C'mon Guys! U know whom I'm talkin abt! Mom and I have had endless arguments abt it, but all her efforts were fruitless. I used to pity her for that, but now I pity myself for doing such a stupid thing! Anyways, no use crying over spilt milk.

So we grew mad in love with each other. Rather passionate. We've had sleazy afternoons and gr8 nights together. You know I've ditched so many of u guys, so many times, just so that 'we' get exclusive time. The time we spent together was heavenly! These are memories which will never part, ever.

Well our relationship did bring abt a lot of changes. Yeah, negative in nature, but I was so lost in love even while noticing it I didnt give a damn. To begin with - my marks nose-dived, I was sleepy and groggy all the time. Temme guys, do you ever recollect seeing me full of energy? 

We did keep our distances during exams, specially boards.

Then the inevitable happenned, we kinda started liking other ppl. At first we didnt tell each other. But then we finally did admit it. And we promised to keep each other to be top priority while we had other flings. Odd I know, but thats the Highlight of our relationship. No matter who comes into our lives, we never part. But even though I did have several crushes, I remained rooted to this relationship. Not the same with my better half! Politicians, policemen, govt. officials and slowly, I realized, the entire nation!

Before you freak out if u havent guessed who, Im talkin off none other than dear Miss Lazy Ness. My first love! My True-Love! In whose company tensions, worries, sorrows and anxities meant nothign to me!

But you know, its time we moved on you know. We've had a really awesome time together. I'm 20 now. I've gotta focus on my career and stuff. And I really dont think I can give in much time and thought for this relationship you know. 

Trust me its gonna be reall-really to tough to even to call it off, what to speak of moving on after it. But then I realized today that I dont feel for 'Lazy' like I did before. Ive been attached to 'Lazy Ness' like siamese twins. But then for a 'better good', one has got to make sacrifices. 

Well that was just a brief abt us, hope I dont bore ya too much but I had to let it out.  I'll really need ur support, specially you CA chaps - I beleive ull can really help me move on from 'Lazy Ness'. 

Wish me luck so I can move on pretty quick! Hope I didnt shock you guys too much eh? Tc. Gn. 

If you guys have tips, suggestions, sympathies ur always free to call. I'll need all the helping hand I can afford. Sigh....